Week 1
Looking
back at the last two days I’m not sure what stood out to me exactly. When I
entered the school for the first time in over a year (I had observed and taught
a few lessons in this school before) I was struck by the size difference
between this school and the middle school down the street. The halls were huge
and clean and every corner was plastered with their school mission statement. I
turned the corner and in a widened space there was a large amount of student
made art, I was impressed by the schools devotion to its students, but also a
little intimidated by its size.
When I
got to the classrooms, however, a different reality sunk in. While the school
itself was huge the classes were incredibly small. I wonder if anyone else
noticed this with their first week experience. Aside from the senior class that
we observed (which was roughly twenty students) I counted an average of nine or
so students in the three other classes. I was shocked, it seemed so small. In
middle school we had a solid twenty or so students in each class, but now it
seems we’ll be lucky to get half of that. I’m not saying this is a bad thing, truth
is I don’t know what it’ll end up being till I’ve dipped my feet in a bit more.
Another
thing I noticed was the lack of energy in the room. With so small a class I’d
think the students would be talking and generally showing signs of being in a
community. I want to make note that I don’t think this is the fault of the
teacher but I think the students just don’t seem to have the energy to talk. It’s
like the life has been drained out of them. I’m a bit worried about teaching
them because it seems like the biggest struggle will be actually getting them
to talk. They don’t seem to have any behavior issues, albeit I only observed
the class twice, so that is an advantage I guess. I wonder if there is anything
I can do to charge them up. In middle school the kids had too much energy and
me and Danielle had to use mediation in order to get them to calm down and
focus. What could I do to get the opposite effect out of these students? How
can I wake them up?
That’s
not to say all the students are like that. The seniors seem to be the exception
to all my observations but I won’t be teaching them. They are starting their
senior project prep and the teacher said she’d rather work with them herself to
make sure they’re on the right track. I totally get that, this school is a
model for senior project and I wouldn’t think to step in on that. It would be
far more valuable to observe how this school runs it so I can learn to do it
myself one day.
Joey, you bring up some important points. What do you think caused that low energy? Was it time of day, lack of engagement, feelings of inadequacy, feelings that the content didn't matter? all of the above?
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